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it's friday night.... im staying in tonight
It's 10:30, on a friday night, and I'm at home. I suppose this shouldn't bother me much, it will allow me to get lots of sleep, and i'm actually really tired. I would be at mark's house right now, but he decided he wanted to just spend time with david, which needless to say, pisses me off. It doesn't bother me that he wants to spend time with david, but it does bother me that yesterday when he was supposed to spending time with JUST me, david was there. I used to make a big deal about it and ask for certain days to be just us day, but i don't do that nearly as often now... but i did ask for yesterday to be an us day. But, david showed up and it turned into a non us day. I suppose i really shouldn't care, but i do. I'm mostly irrated with the fact that even though i didnt get to spend yesterday alone with him, david gets to today, when he was also their yesterday. That really, really pisses me off. He didn't seem to care when i mentioned it to him, but i should have known better to say anything i guess. He always gets irratateed with i mention things about 'us time' and things of that sort, so i often neglect to give it thought, or at least voice the thought. Ah well, i suppose i should just shut up now and go to bed. He said he'd call me, so I'll be wiating for that. Hopefully he will, but he often forgets or gets distracted with things that are apparently more important at the time. I guess that the way it goes... out of sight, out of mind, ya know?
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