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miss me much?
2006-04-18 @ 3:21 p.m.
Diary, Its been years since i've wrote you.
So why have i not been able to pour my ramblings onto this page as I once did?
Honestly, I really don't know. I suppose I've used that time to do other things. School mostly, that evil place that i just cannot seem to get away from. Video games, work... i can surely tell you that it's not because of my booming social life, because that my friend i am lacking in.
I think perhaps i have become a bit too boring for my own good. Can that be possible? Has my young life become so predictable and confined that i can't even think of something interesting enough to put in my journal? I think maybe it's not that.
There was a time when i greatly enjoyed writing. I wanted to be a novelist, or a poet, or some other admirable literary posistion. However, i think that one too many research papers has squeezed all the fun out of writing for me. It's been at least 2 years since i've written for pleasure. Hopefully i'll make a change to that. Because for a while this diary was my closest friend. Actually now that i think about it, I can remember why i stopped writing in this thing. Too many people i knew in real life read it. But since i no longer associate with most of those people i don't suppose it matters at this point because i will have little if anything to say about them.
At any rate. If you happen to be a person who used to read my ramblings and are wondering how i am doing.
Well lets see, I've been with Mark for 3 years tomorrow. The majority of my adult life i have spent with this man that i am as much in love with as the day we first met. I'm still working at that electronics place, and will hopefully be starting nursing school in the fall. (keep your fingers crossed guys i haven't received my letter yet, and every day until i do is agony) Do you miss me... even just a little?
tv goodbyes - 2007-05-16
nursing anxieties - 2006-08-19
5 in 7 - 2006-04-26
bestow your blessings of mighty - 2006-04-23
bourbon pecan pie = worst idea ever - 2006-04-19
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